albie.

wsup wsup. i found my old blind box toy. haha.

NY-Z

if youre a fan of hov and his music, take 13 minutes out of your life and watch this shit. haha.
the "but ill be hood forever" line gave me chills when i first heard it. its like a bold statement that just gets to you. not necessarily meaning you have to be from "the hood" to connect. but just staying true to your roots and yourself.
HOV FOR LIFE. haha.

five months.

five months, and im done.
im dumb.
im naked, and im numb.
lykke li, and if my senses start failing.
ill break my heart to the finer pieces, send it through the mail and.
mayb email or text.
ill let you feel my pain first, then save it for the rest.
five months of bickering.
loud yelling, missing things.
i would tell you the world if i thought you were listening.

five months of nothing, trying to better me.
'if im that difficult, go find a better me'.
dependency.
but its better if it melts.
how can i depend on you, when i only depend on myself.

five months of everything, lessons learned.
you were a mess i heard.
a terrible, nasty, snay bitch. at least thats what i heard.
but i couldve gave two fuks about what i heard.
cause i really liked the way you... giggled and smelled. or is it
smelt?

five months, im sorry bubs.
but youll always be one of the few girls that i love.
ily<3

no more emo blogging. but the occasion called for it.

morning shesh

as some of you might know, my hookah was stolen along with my car...
-_____- but i decided to get another one. same kind, same color, same
shit. i miss my morning sessions. shesh. btw. when i mention the word
sesh, im talking about hookah not the devils lettuce. haha.
but yeh, im gonnnaa neeedd youuu to sayyy sommeethiinnn baabbyyy.

B.I.G.

cannibus summed it all up in a rhyme i believe. 'that was the worst
rhyme i ever heard in my life. cos the greatest rapper of all time died
on march 9th'.
now i didnt grow up in the era of biggie. of course i heard classic like
big poppa and hypnotize, but i didnt listen to him like i listen to
music now.
even with that said, i still think he has one of the illest deliveries
ever. every beat that hes on makes you wanna go, 'uhh, uhh' and bob your
head. haha.
and today marks the anniversary of the death of one of the greatest
rappers of all time. so being a music lover, its a given that i should
blog about this. rip biggie.

heres his players anthem joint.

i covered that, smothered that. i like older women, wheres ya mother at?

my girlfriend got her new car today. its an 05 taffeta white si. im uber
happy for her. shes been wanting a new since she was like 16. serious.
haha.
but the twist in this story is that... its like my dream car O_O the car
i slaved all summer for, and when it got time to it, i wasnt able to get
the car( for undisclosed reasons) haha.
its a given im gonna be able to drive it. driving my dream car sounds
nice. but, i see it as a tease. sorta. its like at
the end of the day, its not my car. i wont be able to do the things i
want to it. i wont be able to go on late night cruises by myself. i wont
be able to get jumbo jacks at random times.
its a bittersweet ending for definitely.

but enough of that, tonights gonna be a big party for march babies. my
bday is on sunday btw. one word. epic-ness. haha. 21 = shitfaced,
right?
'letss get poed up, alotta womeeennn in heeeaaa'.

doooppeee. haha. i found this on some dudes page when i was looking for supreme stickers. i believe its tear patrick and her nips.

because i havent done it. heres a tribute to my last love. ill always
miss you daphne <3

when the bad get worst

im almost 21... O_O. twenty, fucking, one. well, it cant be that different, can it? besides the alcohol purchasing and frothy facial hair, it all should be the same. at least thats what im thinking. sorta.

orrrrrrr. orrrrrrr, hear my out. orrrrrrr, it could mean that im pretty much grown the fuck up. no more lazy days just chillin' with my hamster or my gf. well, mayb some lazy days. mayb its just an invitation thats there and waiting. "im not trying to rush you dude, but you can grow the fuck up whenever you want. ill just be here waiting bud".

and, thats what im looking forward to the most. im almost ready. almost. but until then, im gonna chill until everythings ready. cause "bitch, im young monnn-ayyyyy. bitch, im young monnn-aayyyyy".